Life....

Trying to get things back on track... MY Grandma passed away in april shortly after my sister's birthday... I Graduated but not on stage because I didn't want to do it since my grandma wasn't there to watch me... I miss her i live in her old apt. with my friend borii... His girl moved to florida with her sister n moms.... I'm not in collage and struggling with my weight I'm back on my diet but I've only told a hand full of people because I want them to see it in me with out me saying anything... I Just feel like i've grown mentally but I still have a lot of shallow values.... I feel like since i've gained weight I'm missing out on life... I decided to write this on here because I won't be online for a while trying to not me online as much as possible so i can be outside trying to get healthy.. I have to find a job soon since I'm 17 going to be 18 child support won't be given so that means my rent won't be paid... So i have until July To get a job but rather have one sooner.... I'm still pretty lazy and as of right now My life is pretty boring... but I plan on changing that soon... New years was crazy I drank way to much and mad an ass out of my self... embarrassed myself... don't want to talk about it to much... I'm back on my diet which i finally think will work... I have a third little brother so makes us 5... 4 boys one girl... my and my sister are the oldest and have the same mom... I'm the oldest... my brothers have a different mother... I hope same time this year my life will be great and I will be skinny and have a good job living the life i want traveling and having a good time... but for now I'm just praying and working towards it..


Good Bless Love Dre...

What's going on in my life now....

A lot of things happen between now and the last time i posted... Broke up with that girl... Now Stressing over some girl that ain't even feeling yo boy but long story short.. Fell in love with the wrong person... My normal day now is just chyllin with borii and his girl nelly... Moms still the same she koolin.. Pops the nigga who baught me the cell phone he disconnected on christmas day... Fuck it... Besides that I'm just dealing with a lot of drama from school and teachers and people all around me... Most of the time I just knock out and try and forget what's really going on in my life... My uncle really took the place of my father BIG TIME!!... Today I slept most of the day... but I did chyll wid borii and nelly for a little while... Was on stickam N Myspace did my page... Was looking at old conversations I had wid diz girl... Like things went from fun to horrible to ok and now I desided to just get he the fuck out of my life... She beautiful and smart n i love making her laugh but dam no1 is worth all da drama im going threw... I don't even do all this for my own family you know... Im the kinda guy that i tell my self I want something I do anything to get it... And once I have it... it loses it value but I really thaught this time was different and guess what it was... Fuck it tho Im still doing me I graduate this year... Might go to the army Might just go to a trade school not sure but either way Im doing something... Thankz for those who write back and give me some input on what yall think of my life.. GOOD or BAD LoL =D

First post...

Its 2:00am just watching live and texting with my girl my b-day was the 22nd. Got a sidekick.... Ma pops baught it but my moms paying the bill. They hate each other more then anything thats why they split up when i was little :( Im just a guy from jersey I like being online. I saw the new chunk and larry movie funny as hell!! but the transfromers movie is still a lot better. I think best movie of the year!! I watch a lot of movies i seen Blind date about the blind guy who they put him on blind dates was pretty good. I think life is short but its up to you hw short most things you do you cause. My email is nastyuugh@gmail.com contact me if you want to talk =D