Life....

Trying to get things back on track... MY Grandma passed away in april shortly after my sister's birthday... I Graduated but not on stage because I didn't want to do it since my grandma wasn't there to watch me... I miss her i live in her old apt. with my friend borii... His girl moved to florida with her sister n moms.... I'm not in collage and struggling with my weight I'm back on my diet but I've only told a hand full of people because I want them to see it in me with out me saying anything... I Just feel like i've grown mentally but I still have a lot of shallow values.... I feel like since i've gained weight I'm missing out on life... I decided to write this on here because I won't be online for a while trying to not me online as much as possible so i can be outside trying to get healthy.. I have to find a job soon since I'm 17 going to be 18 child support won't be given so that means my rent won't be paid... So i have until July To get a job but rather have one sooner.... I'm still pretty lazy and as of right now My life is pretty boring... but I plan on changing that soon... New years was crazy I drank way to much and mad an ass out of my self... embarrassed myself... don't want to talk about it to much... I'm back on my diet which i finally think will work... I have a third little brother so makes us 5... 4 boys one girl... my and my sister are the oldest and have the same mom... I'm the oldest... my brothers have a different mother... I hope same time this year my life will be great and I will be skinny and have a good job living the life i want traveling and having a good time... but for now I'm just praying and working towards it..


Good Bless Love Dre...